I wrote this for Pev, paid to get it made in to a real song.

I want her back. She doesn't want me back.

My life sucks.

http://www.ijigg.com/songs/ED4ACA7PAG

I love you Caz.

I'd rip the piss out of you if I hadn't known you for so long.

Sounds like you had something nice, but not having been in your exact position before, I can't really offer much help except a feeble cliches.

Clichés are true though. I'm not looking for help. posting this is my help. I can't go to caz for help. Cheers for not actually taking the piss though mate.

Thanks

I just want to say that this is not me trying to single her out or get you guys against her in anyway.

It's entirely my fault that we broke up.

Usually is nobody guilty for anything. It just happened.
Usually is that time to let go and move along, however gray and hard it sounds.

The first usually is definitely wrong. I did wrong. I know what I did. I pray for forgiveness.

The second one, right as you are, I love her to much to give up.

I don't feel like making fun of you either man. It's a nice gesture, don't know if it will make any difference in your situation, i hope it for you.
But since i don't know the history of all that happened between you 2 i'm not going to express any hopes etc., it's your lives and i hope everybody here finds happiness.

may we all be happy.

The history sucks. I mean, don't get me wrong, I've loved being with caz! otherwise I wouldn't be hear right now, but I just fucked up big. Repeatedly. We broke up mutually and are still friends, but now Caz has moved on and I can't take it. *steals caz back*

impressed that you wrote that, not an easy thing to spill your guts out like that, gotta respect you for it

never easy when one person has moved on, i understand why you'd not want to give up on her but i'm afraid you may have to if she's not having any of it

(not trying to brag) but I'm fairly impressed with myself too, though I might have put the second part third and the third part second.

Time will heal me, it always does, but I'll never let go of what me and Caz had incase I can get it back again.

OK this is the part satis should really not read as I will speak from my past life experiences. Prior to being with Satis and honestly een satis a little in the beginning I had gone through a relationship that even though now I look back and realize how "messed up" it was it was someone I really did love. After that moving on was very hard on me - and being that I have major destructive tendancies I moved on in the worse ways probably possible.

Getting over it - well I am a chick and I say you never get over it. But you move on and the pain gets less. But it really never goes away. If I think about the pain it is still there. I know and believe in my heart I am happier and totally in love with Satis but I can still look back and remember the pain of that doomed relationship. So take it slow and think - at least you can still be friends. That is hard but it is better than losing someone you love all the way - most likely. In my case not being friends was the best decision I could have ever made.

/hug

Thanks shiny

Thanks everyone.

Caz will be back shortly, I'm going to meet her. It will be good to see her. She's only been gone for a day.